KiTTyCeSS_tQ 's PaLaCe

17 March 2011 Akashi

2011-03-19T21:44:00.001+08:00

17 March 2011 Thursday
Went to meet him after his work, Akashi for dinner! Remind me of times when we just got together. Blog about this place before. Food was so-so, but I like the quiet atmosphere and it reminds me of happy memories.
His Favourite pork cutlet! Hahaha!!
We had set meals each but I always love gyoza so we ordered ala-carte dish. But their gyoza really...! $8 for 6 miserable small piece! Even Suki Sushi ones are better....

5 March 2011. Frienzie

2011-03-19T21:26:00.001+08:00

5 March 2011 Saturday
Went to a new place in Punggol, called Frienzie. Waited quite long for our seats cause it's very crowded. Managed to order dessert as the main course is not fulfilling!!

Zhixiong's and Joyce's pasta.
Chicken wings for sharing..

26 February 2011 Everything with Fries

2011-03-01T20:41:00.001+08:00

26 February 2011 Saturday

Dinner at Everything with Fries! Ordered NUTELLA milkshake and one-egg soup, breaded salmon for me and Joyce, grilled porkchop for him and Jeffrey. Was too hungry that I forgot to take picture of my salmon! Hee! Take-away NUTELLA tart. Went Joyce and Jeffrey house for mahjong and watch tv, ate our NUTELLA tart and went Giant for awhile. Near midnight when I reached home, lucky it's my off day the next day!

22 January 2011 Family Day!!

2011-03-01T13:56:00.001+08:00

22 January 2011 Saturday

Went with him to his company's Family Day. Took alot of free gifts when playing games. Aft a whole day of being under the sun, felt so tired and dizzy. But overall it's fun. They even arranged bus trip to the workplace to let those workers family to see their working environment. Got the two super cute octopus plush toys after playing games! We got air-brush tattoo too! \(^-^)/

2010-10-28T18:08:00.003+08:00

7 October 2010 Thursday
Went to my mum's friend 60th Birthday dinner.
Everyone there looks like those rich people!
I want to be as rich too! haha!!
Its those buffet kind but the food not bad,
especially those mini cakes! =D

9 October 2010 Saturday
Went with him to his friend's wedding dinner.
Borrowed my mum's car and we drove there.
The bride is very pretty on that day =D
Was wondering when its going to be my turn,
or will there even be this day.... =(

2010-09-07T20:00:00.005+08:00

3 August 2010 Tuesday
Usually we don't meet on a weekday, but today is a special day.
Its our 3rd Anniversary!!
I'm happy whenever we get to meet up during weekday :D
When working in the morning, my mum came in the room holding
a box of roses and said someone delivered something for me!
Shocked and surprised, and of course very touched i almost cried.
Before I receive it, he send me a message saying I will surely message
him later. After receiving the roses then I know what he meant.
Late evening after his work, he came to fetch me and we went to one
of our fave dining place, its quiet and cosy, food not bad but I had
no appetite due to my very serious headache, felt so nauseous!
Sorry Dear, I'm not feeling well that day, so was very moody,
if could turn back time, I will eat medicine to control the pain!
I will not let the day slip by just like that, regret it so much!!! :(
I hope we can celebrate this day of every year happily together :)

Bought Hugo Boss shirt for him, Prada key-ring for myself.

They look so cute! This picture never fail to make me smile.

6 - 8 August 2010 Friday - Sunday
Seminar for 3 day!!
3 days not considered long, but its the time which makes it tiring!
1st day: 9am - 12am (drag to almost 1am)
2nd day: 9am- 12am (drag to 3.15am!!!!!!!!)
3rd day: 930am-7pm (drag to almost 10pm)
So glad after the third day! I can sleep at a normal time!
To most people its okay, but usually I sleep at 11pm!
So angry & tired!!! But the seminar not totally bad, its the time!!

This is the teacher / lecturer. Funny guy.

Following Tuesday, 10 August 2010, there's a revision for the seminar.
Rush there after my work! In the cab 从天亮到天黑。。。
Tied up my hair for the first time since I left school 6 years ago!

Below pictures found inside my folder, forgot when was it taken.

作工不作工，拍拍拍拍拍。。。。。！ Quite like this picture.

Finally a picture to end the day, very funny bah :D

2010-07-08T23:32:00.002+08:00

8 July 2010 Thursday
Time flies.... Fast than one can imagine.....
As i was typing the date above i accidentally type 8 July 200
when i realise its not 200? anymore...
This picture was taken sometime ago..
Felt like so recently but actually its more than half a year.
I'm not young anymore, I want to be 18 every year can??

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16 June 2010 Wednesday
Took with Cinnamoroll, before going to bed :)
Haa! My Strawberry Shortcake nightgown!

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6 June 2010 Sunday
Fetch my mum to go for breakfast and then to work.
After that we went to collect laptop...
Loving my Chanel Sunglasses!!!

The sun is burning my face again! :(

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13 June 2010 Sunday
We actually took bus to Suntec, its been years since we do that!
Sorry to the aunty behind, dun mean to put up your pic,
but i don't know how to photo-shop to make your face disappear :(

After an hour, we went Tony Roma for lunch! Was so hungry!
Ordered quite alot! And the below food are for only 2 of us!!
Can you imagine the fullness after that?! Totally up to the throat!
But the food quite nice :) Will go back but not ordering so much again.

Forgot the name of this drink... I think its Funky monkey? Lol!
The left picture --> face as round as usual :(

2010-05-17T20:58:00.003+08:00

19 April 2010 Monday
After seminar i walked into Chanel.
Was feeling very depressed lately, just went in and bought something.
I like this sunglass alot :) So sweet with the pearls at the side :D

CHANEL!! :D

15 April 2010 Saturday
Dear bought me something from Far East Flora.
Suppose to be a meaningful surprise but... Haiz! Don't want to think of it!
This was the "nicer" garden compare to the first one.
Its a very sweet and cute garden, I love it alot.
Even though my mum gave some negative remarks :(
Usually people give flower but he gave me a little garden :)
He said to take care of our new "baby".
He said even if he is not by my side but once i look at the garden i will think of him. After reading the card that came with the "garden", i was very touched.
Those words he wrote himself really touches my heart :)
Photos taken on 16 April 2010 Sunday

Sunday morning Dear and I went out.
The scorching sun was burning my face :(
Lucky my mum's car have many scarfs,
big one to cover my leg and small one, my face :D

Hehehe.. I look so funny...
But really my face is burning with pain :(
Love Sunday, can spend the whole day with him!!

2010-03-24T21:38:00.002+08:00

I miss this hairstyle, rebonded and layered.
This is done by my 2nd aunt about a year ago.
And she's now very unwell, i hope she will recover soon :(
I can't trust anyone to rebond my hair other than her.
But when she gets well its best that she don't go near chemical.
I wish her a speedy recovery :(

2010-03-24T19:34:00.005+08:00

24 March 2010 Wednesday
He's been ignoring me so much.
Understand because he's busy with work :(
I hope after all these presentation thing he can love & care
for me like how he used to :(
I miss late night Movie at Vivocity / Tampines / AMK.
I miss late night strolls at East Coast & Peirce Reservoir.
I miss having yummy dinner at various cafe & restaurant.
I miss the "dating" moments.
I miss the "him" many many months ago......
I'm feeling so sad & ignored lately... :(

10 March 2010 Wednesday
Meet up with Xy & Jas and went Vivocity.
Walk around for few hours, quite bored
and we sat in Ben & Jerry to slack awhile.
Went over to Bugis to wait for Joc at about 9pm.
Ordered drinks in hotel lobby & chat till pass midnight.

12 December 2009 Saturday
Went to his class gathering at Illuma.
Had a very creamy & cheesy pasta!! *Guilty*
I like to go with him to his class gathering because that's
one of the few times we get to go somewhere further :)
Then over to Joc's Bday Party.

Going home after the chalet, so tired...

17 February 2010 Wednesday
Went town with Xy :D
Bought Royce marshmallows for him :)

With Wanzi, Andy and Laopo Winnie to
Ben & Jerry at Dempsey Hill...
No make-up so not much photos :(
Laopo look so cute in the 2nd picture :D

2010-01-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

28 January 2010
Haven't blog for a long long time...
So i found something to blog about. This is going to be a sleepy post.
See the pictures and you will understand :D
Really love all these Cinnamoroll from Dear.. They are so cute!!
Thank you Dear, i really appreciate all you've done for me :)
We were talking just now and you asked me where we first met.
I forgotten & thought its at 'Melvados', now i know where ler.. Heez..
Looking at them makes me feel so sleepy (-_-)...zZzZ
Now Dear bought me a bigger bed & they can sleep with me :D
The better Dear treat me the more worried i am about him not going to treat me as good after we get married or after being together for more than 10 or 20 years...
What if he's sick & tired of me? :(
What if he don't find me interesting anymore? :(
So many worries keep spinning around me for these 2 years.
Sometimes its so torturing that it makes me cannot sleep and i feel like giving up.
长痛不如短痛对吗？ :(
Okay, enough of sad stuffs.. Pictures below :
They are so so cute, never fail to make me smile :)
Sorry Kitty, i don't mean to ignore you... :(

要睡就睡还摆那么多pose。。。

No make up eh.. Finally some 素颜 photos。。
Good night..!! :p

2010-01-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

He's not feeling well today :(
Maybe he ate the wrong things..
Sad that I'm not beside him even thou I know he doesn't want me to be there.
Get well soon dear :)
Tomorrow we'll be able to meet already..!

2010-01-04T21:59:00.003+08:00

4 Jan 2010 Monday

12 Dec 2009 Saturday
Taken on his class gathering & on Joc's Bday,
Before his class gathering start, we walk around and saw 2 of my ITE mates.
They can't recognise me till i called out to them..
Got so big differences meh? Maybe bah, but not to the extend of that? lol!

13 Dec 2009 Sunday
Went with him & his family to a restaurant around Changi.
To celebrate his Grandma's Birthday...
The food was not very to my liking but the view.. Perfect!! :D

19 Dec 2009 Sunday
Taken in car while waiting to go his colleague's Birthday Chalet.
I like this 2 pics a lot..
Been quite sometime since i like what i take w/out taking over 10times! LOL~
Got my iPhone but can't bear to sell my current hp :(
Should i sell it at a high price or to keep it ???

* i miss the times when we go dating lor.. :(
anyway i dun think u would care anymore lar...

2009-12-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

Was suppose to meet him for movie at 9.15pm
Avatar 3D..
Went to buy tickets at about 12noon. But left only 1st row!!
So in the end we never go watch.
But lucky we never buy the tickets cuz he got no car until 9.30pm!
Till 9.30pm i'm still waiting, hoping to meet even for awhile,
but i felt so stupid, waiting for nothing.
In the end never meet..
Why am i always hoping and waiting when i know in the end its still disappointment.?
Why can't i just not let small things like not meeting him bother me and makes me sad?
:(

2009-12-16T20:15:00.002+08:00

6 December 2009 Sunday
Went to his relative wedding..
It was at Fort Canning!!
At that place where years ago me and my friends went there to play.
Think that day was the 1st time i saw Andy and thought he's Ah Beng lor!
Laopo, dun luff ar... lol! Somemore we gamble there!! Wahaha...!!
Anyway, that place was nice but somehow i hate that place!
Getting ready for the wedding dinner..
It was outdoor and i almost fainted when i saw the place,
but the nice atmosphere make up for it.
It was not very hot.. Until i start playing Dear's iphone!!
Haha!! Milk the cow. I beat his record lor.. 9.6 buckets of milk...
Hate to go wedding dinner not because they serve the food very slow,
but its because when i saw the video of the bride and groom, i feel like crying!
Very touching......!!!

Taken in the morning when he came fetch me.
That's all for now, will blog again soon.

2009-11-30T18:01:00.003+08:00

18 October 2009 Sunday
Went to Fat Boys Burger at Thomson Road.
With Dear & my younger brother...
Suppose to go The Central for ramen but halfway Dear
found out that the cashcard is missing, so went back.
My brother make his own burger, the brown one is his!
The left one is Dear's and right one, mine!
The next time i go i want make my own lor...
Ordered their milkshake as well.
One of them is peanut butter, quite nice.

7 November 2009 Saturday
His last day of work in his old department,
so went Jurong Point to buy gifts for his old colleagues.
He saw these and bought for me :D
But was SO disappointed when i ate the macaron!
The worst macaron i've ever eaten, even he agrees!
Told Xy over the phone about it, even she agrees!! Haha!
But i really appreciate that he thinks of me even at work.
Thank You Dear :D
He send me a MMS of his office table, he put my picture :)

15 November 2009 Sunday
Knowing that he made me angry & that i LOVE nacho cheese.
He bought 1 kg of cheese + 1 big pack of nachos!
( 你要肥死我啊？ )
We heat up the cheese abit and start eating it once
i reach my room! Damn nice lor!!!
Even now as i'm blogging and seeing this picture...
Sudden craving~ !
Movie & eating nacho cheese with him on a Sunday evening :D

29 November 2009 Sunday
Was off from work early today. Went for Katong Laksa.
One of my fave food.. Yummy! Ordered medium bowl.

After eating we walk around the place.
Saw a shop 'Everything with Fries', we bought fries to share,
Garlic & Herbs flavour. I like it alot.
Walk past another dessert shop 'Obolo',
He still remember i saw it on magazine before and
asked me to go in and look around at the cute dessert.
Wanted to leave the shop but he said we can try the dessert.

1 plate consist 1 scoop ice-cream, 1 cake & 2 macaron = $15.90!!
I like the ice-cream, 1 of the nicest i've eaten :)
As for macaron not bad, but he recently bought alot for me from
Icing Room(they have the worst macaron!!) & Bakerzin, so abit scared of it!
The cake is X'mas limited edition. Maybe its because we ate the
ice-cream & macaron then the cake, so we can't really taste it..
Saw another chocolate cake, look very nice. Bought home & share with dad.
Maybe will buy that for my Birthday Cake, he said look classy!! :D

Hee.. that's all for today. One shot post so many days de!
To make up for not posting often :)

2009-11-22T08:17:00.006+08:00

16 November 2009 Monday
KittyLaB Expo Hall 1

Mine, Winnie's & Andy's Card!
Winnie's card so cute, crown some more!
Andy's card is girly Kitty!! Haa!!

I want all of those...!!

Laopo look so cute here!!!

Poor Thing....

Pretty Kitty! :)

Looks very Yummy!!

Choose your Kitty eyes..

Melody , Winnie , Andy

Melody!!

Choose your Kitty height...!

See the Melody stand till so "hiao"
My mum say kitty head 一粒一粒很disgusting,
see already very "qi gek" Haha!

At the entrance...!

Haha... Not ready yet!!

Playing the game... So 紧张。。。

2009-10-29T09:12:00.002+08:00

29 October 2009 Thursday
So lazy to blog nah... Was waiting to go work then decided to blog.
Cuz i felt i got so many pictures i haven't post.
Alot more esp the Taiwan & HK Trip.. Arghhh.....
Winnie, see, i got post new post ler... Hee.... Got U!

The person gave such a big box for a small bag!!
Imagine it could cover both of our body, Damn big lar!
Carry till i want faint..

Both watches i bought in HK, regretted buying, cuz i
can't bear to wear also.. Esp the Pink & Gold one!
Left: abt $100 Right: abt $360
Actually i saw the right 1 first but its too expensive!
Decided to get another silver one with colourful
gem stones, that one very nice! But the next day i went
its sold! only 1 piece!! Then decided to get the right one
to vent my anger lar..
Cuz i bought more than $200 so i got member card,
another item i bought got 20-30%(forgot how many),
so i bought the left one as well..
And now its in my glass cupboard!
Everytime buy to 拍美 only..

Was so happy to see this. Some more got discount!
Got Hot pink ones but don't have Pink + Gold,
so i got this.

Bought this too... Wanted to get black one easier to match
but decided to get yellow one cuz cuter and the black one
you cant see the VW logo at the side clearly. No point..!

Decided to use it cuz i don't like it very much actually.
Haha... Also dunno why i buy.
Some more at first its outta stock, someone reserved it.
The person ask me to go back the shop after 1 hour and
see if the bag still there.
Lucky i went and the person did not come collect.
Some more got free Agnes b pencils! Cute!
Winnie, i give u 1 the next time i see you okay? :)

Next i'm gonna blog about where me & him went for dinner!
Very yummy food!
Winnie, wait Andy come back we go Holland Village again :)

2009-09-17T23:22:00.003+08:00

Omg... What is Happening to me this few months?
Usually don't really buy branded stuffs..
But why all of a sudden?
Time to earn back all that i've spent, but still in a holiday mood aft
the 10 day long trip to Taiwan & HK..
Totally don't feel like working at all or anymore!
So planned Batam Trip on Wednesday & Johor Trip on Friday.
Never had such a long holiday for years.

They even wrap 1 of them up. Cute Flower...

Chanel Earrings. My sis ordered 3 sets.
Me, her & my mum. Wanted to order more but they outta stock.
So my sis went to order more than 4 months ago...
Finally her wish came true..
Actually i don't really die for these earrings,
but since she ordered i just get 1 set too.
But once i tried on, TaDaa!!
You can feel the difference between Authentic & Fake!
I don't mean i wear fake stuffs before.
(friends who know me knows me well,i rather carry
something without brand than to carry fake)
Can't bear to wear it, cause i'll be checking on mirror
million of times for any missing diamond! Haha!

Juicy Couture, Sweet packaging...
The bottle is just what i like.. Pink & Gold!!

Bought this TOD'S bag about a month ago.
S$1320
Like it very much the moment i saw it!
But i went home and think about it for days before getting it!
My customer work in Takashimaya so i got discount!!

Bought all these stuffs in HongKong!
At last one of my Fave brand: Vivienne Westwood!!
A/X stuffs for him & A/X cap for my brother Bday present.

If possible i'll try blog on all the trips.. but i'm so lazy lar...

2009-06-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

Finally, we are able to go overseas together.
Feeling kind of excited but stressful too.
Felt that you're not the least feeling a bit happy going overseas with me.
Maybe i'm thinking too much again.
But that's the feeling i got from you.
I'm always thinking that you don't love or cherish me anymore.
You always said i'm thinking too much again.
:(
I know you love me, but i want you to show me,
not only saying with your mouth.
Action speaks louder than words. Understand?
I know you've just bought something not very cheap for me,
I like it very much but at the same time feel very guilty when u handed me the gift.
Thank you Dear.
Hope that you can show more love, care & concern for me.
:(

2009-06-11T21:59:00.005+08:00

10 June 2009 Wednesday
Went over to Winnie's house in the morning.
Took bus over to East Coast Park.
We're going cycling!!!
So happy, its been ages since i went cycling.
The last time was 6March2007.. I still got the photos!

Haha! Surprise bah winnie?
Realised we both wore the same colour as 2 years ago!
Brown for me & White for her!!
I think i look more young & innocent looking back then :(

Below are photos taken yesterday :

After cycling for 2hours, our legs are so tired!
But we still managed to take a bus to TPY to shop.
If as usual, i would have taken a cab home straight from East Coast.
When cycling, Winnie said something that makes me wanna took more nice nice photos, very funny...!!

2009-04-11T03:15:00.002+08:00

I just can't get to sleep, in a few hours i'm going Thailand with friends.
More worried than excited...
If only he's going with me...

While blogging halfway, heard my gates open and saw my dad going to work.
Feel so sad seeing my dad have to wake up early to go work every morning :(
Make me feel like wanting to earn more more money to let my parents have good life after working hard for so many years. Want them to retire early and enjoy their life.

At about 2am+ received a sms from Jas.
She wishes us to have fun there. Thanx alot :D
That girl always sleep so late.. Bad for health!

After i came back, i want to order a Birthday Cake for my dad.
Since months ago i planned which cake to order for him.
I'm sure he will like it even though he ask me not to spend so much on a cake.
He said buy 1 which cost $10-$20 will do, but the one i'm buying is more than a hundred!

One more hour left to sleep before i need to prepare for the trip.
Gonna try hard to sleep even for a while..
Hope i manage to buy lotsa "mister doughnut" back for family, relatives and friends!

2009-03-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

13 Feb 2009
Went Fish & Co.
I'll just let my photos do the talking......

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2009-02-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

why everyone seems so happy in a relationship but not me?
the problem lies with him or me?
i'm not happy with my life either...
people will think that i have a good life.
but they don't know the stress i have...
sometimes i really hope i won't get to wake up in the morning.
i just want to sleep forever.......

2009-02-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬。。。

heard this sentence in one of the song i hear recently..
quite meaningful...

2009-02-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

2 February 2009 Monday
Meet up with Xy.
Went Bugis to change the battery in my watch.
Stupid watch make me go there so many times.
Always give me problem! Wanted a refund but..!!
Haiz... Never gonna buy watch from them anymore!
SUPER ANGRY!!
Thx Xy & Joc for going with me on 2 different days.
While waiting, went Ma Maison for dinner!
After eating went back collect my watch.
Stupid Bitch VERY BAD BAD ATTITUDE PROBLEM!
Her mum never taught her manners at all u know?
I gave them my watch in a cute Hello Kitty ziplock bag,
when they give me back my watch they don't want to give me back MY bag!
Just a bag i can don't want it, but i make things difficult for them and ordered them to find it out for me!
U want "guai lan", i can be more double "guai lan" than u.
Then when they finally found it, she attitude to me again and forgot to give me my warranty back, i asked her in a rude way: Warranty Leh?! Then i snatch it back from her! She so damn pissed.
I'm really glad to see her pissed you know :D
Mean or just plain evil? You Decide! He He He!!!

2009-02-17T20:44:00.003+08:00

28 January 2009 Wednesday
Lunar New Year Third Day!
We got nothing to do so we meet up.
Went out with Xy & Jas, too bad Joc can't join us.
If not there'll be more fun! Hee..!
At Heeren, i imitate the New Year song played there,
don't know why Jas keep laughing, make me laugh too!
Went 'Ding Tai Fung' for 'xiao long bao',
then to Shokudo for Waffles!
Eat the waffles till want puke!! LOL...!
Took loads of funny photos.
Some picture Jas quite funny de.
Some i never upload.
Last third photo Jas looks as if kissing the person behind!

Haha!!

2009-02-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

21 January 2009 Wednesday
Had an early celebration for Xy Birthday.
Went Modestos. I like their Pizza & Pasta!
Ordered two types of desserts.
In the end we ended up VERY full!!
The Pizza & Pasta are worth trying but not their desserts.
Jas joined us... After we finished the food!
She should come early help us eat. Haa! :D

2009-01-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

25 January 2009 Sunday
Went with Dear and his sister to Modestos.
Ordered Pizza and Pasta. I like Modestos! :)
After eating we went Takashimaya.
Went in Juicy Couture, which was only opened few days ago.
Was thinking which necklace to buy, in the end i chose this.
Pretty isn't it?
Even the bag was in a so sweet pink with a brown ribbon.
Thanks Dear :)

2009-01-29T12:05:00.003+08:00

16 January 2009 Friday
Went out with Dear after his work.
We went to have dinner at Disney Cafe.
When i enter the place i feel younger. Haha!
Cute place but not a place for people who want good food, like us.
The food not very nice. The pizza looks cute but one mouth is enough.
If spend above an amount (forgot how much), you'll get a chance of sure-win lucky draw,
i got a Minnie file.
Some dish comes with a free cute notebook.
U have to get it yourselves from the few big stacks of notebooks.
Mickey & Minnie ones are hard to find. The goofy ones are all over.
I happen to find the Mickey one, Dear helped me to find the Minnie one!
Got both now :D

2009-01-29T11:56:00.002+08:00

25 December 2008 Thursday
Went BrewBaker's with Dear & his Grandma & Uncle.
When we went in, there was only us inside.
Very empty very quiet. I like!!
I hate eating at a very very noisy place, very irritating & spoil mood.
On the table, everyone has a set of party hats and free gift.
Had their festive lunch course meal, that includes soup, main dish and desserts!
Yummy! Now i prefer Jack's Place food to Swensens!

2009-01-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

26 December 2008 Friday
Went Soup Restaurant.
One of my favourite Chinese restaurant.
Ordered Samsui Chicken & the fish slices we always eat whenever we went.
Quite big serving for 2 person. Very full!!

2009-01-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

till now, sometimes i really don't know i made the right choice.
i'm always stress about this worried about that.
i'm so tired already...

Maybe i should let you have your choice too,
go pursue your dreams,
let you do want you want.
Maybe when you get a better and stable job,
you'll find a better someone than me.
Sometimes i just feel like giving up everything,
maybe i'll be a even happier person.

2009-01-05T22:14:00.007+08:00

11 December 2008 Thursday
Celebrated Jocelyn's Birthday.
Had lots n lots of fun with Pinky.
Went Swissotel Merchant Court for dinner buffet.
Then hang around and chill out at Fashion Bar.
Very nice place i would say. Took loads of photos.
Went home after midnight, its been such long time since Pinky stayed out till late.
Here are the photos :
P.I.N.K.Y FOREVER

We're not drunk...

~ Cherry & Cocktails ~

mad...............

*Pinky Diamond*

Jas & Me :)

*Happy Bday Joc*

Was too lazy to sort out and re-arrange these photos.

Kinda messy cause too much pictures are taken.

Hanging out with Pinky= Hundreds of Pictures!

2008-12-24T10:37:00.003+08:00

21 November 2008
Dear bought Godiva chocolate for me.
Very Nice! :D I Love It! Thanks Dear :)

28 November 2008
Dear got this red shiny star balloon for me.
He said he hold this balloon and took train from jurong to his house.
Sorry to make you so 'paisay'. Haha! :D

2008-12-08T07:50:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since I've blog.
My laptop is spoilt and have to use my brother's computer.
Hmm... Been stressing over how to celebrate my birthday with my friends.
Some friends asked what i want for my present?
I don't know what i want. I've walked around town and see things i like, but i just cant bear to buy it, and i don't want my friends to spent their hard-earn money on me.
And anyway i don't have a need in them. If i really need it i will buy myself.
Maybe i know that money is hard to earn but easy to spend. Some even save for 2 or 3 months just to buy 1 branded bag and the money is gone just like that. I used to wanted a LV bag too. But whenever i think of buying i just cant bear to spend more than a thousand on a bag.
Maybe when i have more than enough then I'll buy one or two.
Went Town yesterday and last two weeks. Saw agnes b stuffs. Some of them are really nice. But can't bear to spend again.
Friends that are buying me present, don't buy things out of your budget.

I'll try to blog again when my laptop is ok. cause, after Dec and Jan i'll have alot of pictures to upload :)

2008-10-15T10:27:00.003+08:00

9 October 2008 Thursday
Went to meet dear for lunch.
He suggested Akashi or Marche.
I think Marche should be more expensive so i chose Akashi.
I Love the Soft Shell Crab! Yummy!! :D

2008-10-10T07:20:00.002+08:00

27 September 2008 Saturday
Went Kallang Leisure Park, we had Rosti for dinner.
The food quite nice, especially the 'Salmon cooked two ways' ordered by Dear.
The desserts are yummy too!
Very fulfilling!! :D

4 October 2008 Saturday
Went 'Taste of Thailand' with Dear and his sister.
Poor Mickey was left in the car :(
The food not bad. I Like the Tofu best!

2008-09-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

Happen to see a video of Xiaxue imitating DawnYang.
Its so funny.. Happen to click on a few more videos..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WYzQeN9tqZk&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTwmnRxp1i4&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35qwJpgyVhs&feature=related
Very very funny, especially when they scream very high pitch.
I really can't stop laughing!!
And and also when one guy slap the other! Haha!!

2008-09-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

Guess Who??

Panda came over & company Kitty for a night.
A new friend called "GingyBread" came join them.
Pink Furry Bed for them to sleep on :)

Naughty Kitty going through my tidbits.
Her head got stuck but her hands are too
short to help her remove her head out.

2008-08-29T09:00:00.002+08:00

26 August 2008 - Wednesday
Went in JB today.
Never really bought alot of things.
Regret not buying the blue heels, so cute & pretty :(
The two tees for my brother and my dear.
One box of Mickey mooncake for Dear's sister/family.
One pretty gold heels for myself only.
Bought yam mooncake and a top for my mum.
Thats all i bought..

Pretty Heels

Cute Mickey & Minnie mooncake

2008-08-29T08:35:00.004+08:00

Went to Stewhaus with Dear on 10 August.

But was too busy to edit the photos and blog.

Went to try the food there as its near to my house.

The food was not bad, but the stew was too watery.

As Dear had promised, we went to buy these.

Very cute right?

So can't bear to eat it...

2008-08-11T08:24:00.003+08:00

3 August 2008 Sunday
One Year Anniversary

Went Soup Restaurant with Dear.
The food there is yummy!
I like the fish slices, very soft.
After eating, we went home.
Dear at first said he never buy any present for me.
After awhile, he asked me to go to the car and find.
i went to the backseat and i found a box at the side of the front seat.
Took it back to the house, we opened it together.
Its a Braun Buffel pink wallet.
He said he knows i like pink and i have alot of card.
So he bought a wallet that has alot of slot for the cards.
After that, we went up to my room.
He asked where is his present? Haha!
I pass him a plastic container with a tee shirt inside.
Its a lovers' tee.
Actually i bought it quite awhile ago already.
He seems happy and said we could wear it when going out for dinner with his parents :D

PICTURES...

Took some pictures while waiting for food :)

Olive rice and my fave fish slices.

the top right bowl is the rice Dear decorate with
peanuts cause he knows i want to take picture :D

What he gave...
Braun buffel wallet and a bouquet of roses :)

What i gave.
He took the boy's one and i took the girl's one.

2008-07-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

26 July 2008 Saturday
Went out with Dear & his father and sister.
His mummy went to Malaysia for company's trip.
Dear said he hope his mum having fun there :)
After eating we send them home first then went Thomson Plaza to look for Aibi exercising machine, was thinking to buy another one or not as i already had one treadmill at home and i seldom touched it.
Usual price S$799, aft discount S$430...
But Dear said he will pay for me, but i have to use it everyday!
Thanks alot Dear...
Went home after that. Wanted to play Wii but my brother brought all 3 controller to his friend's house.
End up watching 'Troy'. Quite nice..
On the air-con till very cold. Dear help me cover blanket properly.
Make me think of how he help me cover blanket when he brought me to VivoCity's Gold Class theatre before we're together. So sweet of him :D
Watched till 1am then he went home.
Whenever he stayed over 11pm, I'll be very worried for him when he drives home.

27 July 2008 Sunday
Dear's mummy coming back today.
His dad and sister going out to eat and then to fetch his mummy.
So we don't have car today.
I was too tired and Dear was tired too.
But after awhile, Dear called to say he will come for dinner at my house as soon as his parents reached home.
He made me really happy :D
When we about to start dinner, Dear came in time.
He likes to drink green tea at my house. Haha!
Always drink at least 2packet each time he came.
Played Wii again with Dear and my brother.
We played Wii almost every week.
I'm improving but sometimes still last in place!
Dear went home early as he got work tomorrow.
Can't bear to see him go home everytime he comes to my house :(
Before Dear went home, he tuck Kitty to bed for the first time :)
Hope Friday comes quickly so we can meet again.

2008-07-25T11:43:00.002+08:00

21 july 2008 Monday
Went with Pinky to Superband's recording.
Had alot of fun and laughter with Pinky dearest...
:D

2008-07-22T23:06:00.003+08:00

18 July 2008 Friday
Dear went to Central alone during his lunchbreak.
Too bad i can't join him for lunch.
He asked me if i want any crossiant, i said no.
But he still bought some for me and my family.
Forgot what happen after awhile...
:( Made him angry again.
He said no Gobi for me anymore!!
Was telling myself maybe he don't love me anymore! :(
At night when he came fetch me,
he asked me to turn and look at the backseat...
I saw.............
Gobi!! :D
I'm so happy!! Thanks Dear...

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19 July 2008 Saturday
Dear and his parents came fetch me.
Went Osim warehouse sale.
The things there were much cheaper.
Dear's mum bought machines for feet.
She asked if i want massager for my aching back.
i feel bad if they pay for me so i said no.
After that we went SMU to fetch his sister.
Went Werner's Oven for dinner.
The food there is not bad.
The dessert i shared with Dear was very nice!
Ours is the fruit cake pie with ice-cream.
The bill came----> ~S$118!!
Dear's mum asked him to pay for it,
but in the end his dad paid.
Went over to the other side, they sell many kinds of breads too.
Bought over S$30 worth of bread.

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20 July 2008 Sunday
Was so tired after my work.
Me alone done 7 facials for clients from 10am-3pm.
Was so tired that i want to cry.
When Dear came fetch me, my tears roll down.
I was really very tired :(
Saw what he brought for me make me brighten up abit.
He brought 2 Half Ginger Bread Man for me.
One of them was from Werner's Oven.
Cut half because his sister ate the other half.
Even though only half of each, i'm happy to see the cute ginger breadman!
Poor Dear had been driving the whole day too.
Drove his dad to someplace then went back fetch his grandmother and uncle out to lunch then fetch them back again, after that went fetch his dad back again. Its quite far too.
In the end, gave up the idea of going to see Shuwei :(
Was quite sad, but i'm also very tired.
The concert was at IMM Jurong!
I don't really like going there as its very far.

You know i Love Surprises!!

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~ Reflections ~

2008-07-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

4 July 2008
Friday
Met Dear at his workplace and wait for him to finish work.
We went for dinner at Dallas Chicken.
The drumstick quite nice, but the drumlets not really nice..
Its too hard for me, but overall its not bad.
After Dinner i wanted to go sit at the "swing".
When reach there its taken by others.
Saw his friends and we join them for their dinner, but we never eat again, cause we're so full after all the drumsticks, drumlets and fries.
After that went his house together and he fetch me home.

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11 July 2008
Friday
Dear brought me out to have good food every friday evening.
Went Modestos for dinner.
The pizza only had ham and lots of veggies. Its quite nice.
But i much prefer the pasta! :p
Must share the food with at least 2 to 3 person..
Very full after finishing even though we only ordered 2 dish.
After that, shop at VivoCity for awhile and went home.
Dear bath very fast cause he know i hate to wait :)
Then he drive me home and we watch TV together.
He went home quite early as he's very tired after a long day work.
So tired but still have dinner with me.
Love you Dear..!

Dear took this picture of me :)

2008-07-04T09:29:00.002+08:00

3 July 2008 Thursday
Venue : Botanic Garden Function Hall !
Time: 1 - 5pm
i don't know why would they held their event there.
Usually seminars i go to would be at hotels or country club.
The place is nice except for the hot sun while looking for the place.
There are 2 gates, we went to the wrong one!
Called the person in-charge up to drive us to the correct place.
When we reached the function hall, lots of the place are taken up.
Taken up as in no one sits there, magazine and nametags are used to book place!
i can understand, i'm the youngest there. Kiasu Aunties. (*roll eyes*)
The moment they start the seminar, i want to sleep!
They talk very terrible, especially when convert into Chinese.
Its like she's REALLY tone deaf and reads to her pet mouse!
There was once the speaker even said : Aiya! 不知道怎么讲啦！ (aiya, don't know how to say la!)
I was so shock. I almost Laugh out!!
Where got seminar the speaker can talk like that?! LOL!!!
The only thing that keeps me awake is those products.
They labelled a,b,c,d.... I Thought got Lucky Draw!
Thats the only thing that keeps me awake.
But at the end, its not! Its the promotion package they introduce.
Each set costs about $666 - $1400 ---> "So Cheap!!"
Imagine how much we have to charge our customers each session of facial or spa to earn back what we spend on the products?
They also taught us how to massage with bamboo!
if i'm not wrong, each set of bamboo (2small 2big) cost $40.
Its not very expensive actually.
A bit regret not buying, but problem is, they don't have stock!
If you want to hold a seminar and sell your products, you must have sufficient amount right?
What if those who wants to buy change their mind later? Won't you lose a opportunity to earn that amount? Why they don't have brain??
I'm so much younger than them but i can think better!
At least there are good things also, the refreshment and the samples!!
I love trying new products so i enjoy getting all the samples! :)

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The samples i got from all three seminars.
15 April '08 - Babor
24 April '08 - Franche Mineral Make-up
3 July '08 - Lendan

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Products i have and are trying or using!!

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These 4 sets of products i bought from a seminar i attend quite some time ago.
I Love Gold! So i end up buying so many sets.
We have discount for that day.
But the price still ends up costing a few hundred!
I still can't bear to use it. Will try out some day.
Can't wait to try it out especially the Hyaluronic Acid.

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26 June 2008 Thurdays
Meet up Winnie, Andy and Weiping for movie 'Get Smart'.
Quite Funny.
Except Dear was not with me to watch it. :(
After Movie, we went for Japan Food.
Never eat much as its quite late already.
After eating, we went to someplace to talk till abt 11pm+.
Haven't been out till so late for so long.
Its actually quite relaxing and helps de-stress abit :)

Yummy Mango Ice-Cream!!

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28 June 2008 Saturday
Dear came fetch me after work and we went 日本村。
They are the same company as Suki Sushi but the price for some dish is quite alot difference.
For example: Chawamushi
@ Suki Sushi 99cents.
@日本村 $4
i don't understand. Or is it its bigger portion?
After eating, Dear wants to go my house to play Wii..
I improve alot ok?! From last to even 2nd at 1 race!!
When we see the time, its already 12midnight.
Everytime we're together, time seems to fly faster :(
We kiss goodbye and asked him to drive carefully as he tends to drive faster whenever he's tired.
Always make me worry so much!! :(

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Thats all... Will update when i have new stuffs to blog about :)

2008-06-23T22:33:00.004+08:00

21 June 2008

Saturday

Went with Dear and his family for dinner at Miss Clarity Cafe.

Heard of this place quite some time ago but always do not have the chance to dine there.

Finally, the chance is here.

The place is quite nicely decorated.

But sad to say, the food we ordered is not really that yummy.

Disappointing....

Maybe i'll try other dish the next time i'm there.

Before the food arrive, we talk for awhile.

I'm quite stress going out with his parents :(

Hope Dear can be more attentive in this area and make me feel better.

His dad know that i love Pink and he said he wore the pink shirt specially for the dinner..

Very funny... He says his shirt brand is "Pinkberry".

The picture of the food we ordered :

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Dear gave me this Kit Kat the other day.

Banana Flavoured :) Very Nice!!

2008-06-11T20:37:00.005+08:00

6 June 2008

Went Madjack with him.

Such long time since i had brownie.

Finally i get to eat it again :)

7 June 2008

Went Holiday Inn to have buffet with him and his family.

This is my 2nd time in my whole life eating buffet.

The dessert variety very little but very cute :)

See.....

2008-06-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

Another half an hour, its our 10th anniversary...
Hope we'll still be very loving even after 10 years
20 years
50years
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2008-05-25T20:49:00.063+08:00

Pinky Anniversary 2008

Meet up with Dearest Pinky & went for dinner.
Nice place but very expensive.
Food is nice but very little.
Some food we each only take one piece.
Pathetic la! But no harm trying :)
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Presenting to you :

[[ P.I.N.K.Y in SHO-U ]]

Tic-Tac-Toe Mug From Joc.. So Cute!!

Now you know why they say you can't close

your mouth when applying mascara!

Not clear BUT nice :)

I LIKE!!

*Kisses*

?????

Quiet... Shhh....

ahhhh.....!!!

My Gucci make-up pouch!! *Luvs.....

Nice Nice Place for Couples....

Cute & Funny Faces :p

One of My most Favourite Picture of the day!! :D

Both me & Xy quite like this two photos..

The Sailormoon Pose!! I Luv My Style....

Dearest PinKy!!

Artistic isn't it??

L.O.V.E ! !

Love this picture so so much! CuTe??

I Have The Fair Skin I Love To Have! :D

Nice Nice Picture!!

Sweetest Pinky!!!

2008-05-25T20:32:00.002+08:00

Happy that i can meet up with Dear early again today!
He came from home to Amk to fetch me then went back to his house again to fetch his sister, cause i want to have some time for ourselves.
Sound very spoilt ya? Blame him lor... :p
His sister bring Small and Big Mickey along too.
She changed a baby outfit for Small Mickey, So Cute!!
Poor Big Mickey, his eyebrow going to drop off :(
Left Both Mickeys in the car & went for Pizza Hut!
So Full!! Order 2 Large pizza..
Never had so much pizza in a day in my whole life!!
After eating, fetch his sister home and we went Giant.
Bought my things then went home as Dear have to work tomorrow..
I want him to rest early and so he won't be tired.
I'm happy today :)
Hope every weekend will be like this for us.
i already miss you much much :(

2008-05-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

Went out with Dear today :)
Finally, after so many days :(
Went to fetch his sister at SMU then we go for dinner.
Quarrel over something Dear had done wrongly.
He apologised but am still damn angry :(
But overall, we are very happy today.
We play a new game, its called Face Slapping!!
His reaction very fast. I'm much slower :(
He also ask me to give him my hand like a dog and asked me to cross my hand across and upside down.
He keep laughing... Then i slap him again!
I Like to bully him n beat him.. See him act crying makes me laugh real hard!
He make me laugh alot and i'm quite happy to see him happy too.
It seems like we never laughed so much before.

Thinking back, i used to don't really like him.
I even think that he's the last guy in my list i would go out with.
I don't like the way he talk, his action everything.
Its like he's very shy when he go out with me.
But now? HAHAHA!! He not shy lor..
Stupid Boy!! I sometimes even miss the quiet and shy you.
Cause i know at least you won't quarrel with me and i can even scold you!
The main point: I Can Bully You!!
So sometimes, its really quite unpredictable how fate works.
I'm happy we are fated to be together, at least for now.

Whenever we meet, i cry almost everytime.
But today i never cry until he said something.
Very Touching but at the same time very funny.
He said he will feed me "dao gey" (beansprout) when i said something about my two front teeth, i asked him why and give him that 'question mark' face.
Then he replied:"Bo gey jia dao gey mah!" and sayang my head.
I'm touched because if next time i were to be ugly and loose all my teeth, he will even feed me and will not think that i'm ugly :(
Dear i promise u too that even if u were to become very old, fat n ugly, i will not leave you too.
Muacks Dear! \(^o^)/

2008-05-23T21:06:00.003+08:00

Still trying very hard to get used to him working.
Always have to wait till evening time then i can get to talk to him on the phone.
But ever since he started work, he changed abit :(
Sometimes i really can understand why his exgf leave him.
I said this doesn't mean i gonna give up on him now, i still can tolerate it.
I hope i can tolerate for a few more years. Unless he's going to change.
Everytime when i'm sitting alone quietly, i would really think hard.
I'm thinking really hard if he's the one i want to be with for the rest of my life.
If we were to be married, would the quarrels never end or would it be put to a stop?
Sometimes i really don't understand him.
And also, he don't understand me well too.
So, is being together going to be the right choice for us?
I don't wish to end up wasting my time on another failed relationship.
:(

2008-05-20T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today have been a very long day for me.
So not used to without talking to Dear for the whole day.
Is this how its going to be like everyday when he have to work?
Hope i can get use to it soon.
:(

2008-05-20T01:11:00.002+08:00

i can't sleep at all...
i'm so worried for him...
Hope everything will be fine & he can get used to it soon.
Whenever you are stress, just think of me ok?
:)
i'll forever be there for you.
I LOVE YOU

2008-05-19T22:10:00.013+08:00

Went Bottle Tree Village on Labour Day and also on Mothers' Day.

Labour Day: 500+

Mothers' Day: 300+

And both occasion only 1 week apart.

The food quite nice, but the chilli crab was really bad!

Its not like those u ate at other place,

theirs was like thai chilli sauce pour in with the crabs. :S

15 mins for $9/-

Went to try it out. Very Hot and sweat like hell.

Compete with others & see who reach the other end 1st.

We Won!!

Then i suggest to go crash into them.

Bully xiao di di! HaHa!!

Not forgetting to take photos too ;)

2008-05-19T21:52:00.005+08:00

My brother went ice skating with his friends at Kallang Leisure Park.
He bought donuts for us.
He know i love Pink & bought a pink one specially for me :)
When we were still very young, we quarrel and fight.
Especially my sister & him, always fighting & quarrelling.
But now, we don't.. :)

My mum's friend bought Dunkin' Donuts for us.
Forgot to eat, by the time i remember was 3days later.
Ate in the morning and soon after, got food poisoning and terrible headache for 3days.

i miss the donuts Dear queued for hours to get for me.

Especially the cheese flavour one.

I just Love cheese Very Much :D

2008-05-19T20:47:00.004+08:00

i wanted to blog.....
but i don't know how to start.....

Dear is starting work tomorrow, i don't want him to feel sad n stress.
But i have so many things to tell him.

For nine months since we are together, he did not work,

so whenever i'm free i can call him and we talk on the phone many times a day.
Now i have to wait till evening then i can talk to him :(

Hope he calls me when he's free and also immediately when he finish work.

And hope he can remember to do this everyday without fail.

Cried for many days, i can't get use to him working.
Crying over the phone, and he said he still haven't cry i cry already.

Sad what.. :(

My mum said something that makes me really sad yesterday.

She said he don't really met alot of people yet, and when he start working,

he can meet alot of people and may even get to know someone who's more suitable for himself..

Actually months ago, my mum said this to me before,

since then i keep thinking about this and always hope he can't find a job.

i'm so bad to have think this way :(

But i can't help it. Cause i don't want to lose him :(

Hope he remember ALL the promises he made to me and won't break it.

Somehow, recently, i got this feeling that i'm going to lose him soon.

But i never tell him cause i don't wish to stress him out even more.

Hope this feeling is wrong.

This few days, he try going out and spend time with me.

We went out last night to buy some stuffs.

Nothing to do so we took a picture of the sticker of the things we bought.

This afternoon as i don't have to work, he came to fetch me and we went out again.
Spent alot.. again... :(

Then we had Subway for dinner..

Last night in the car, we talk about many things,

things that will be happening few years later.
We hope to earn and save alot of money now, so we could have enough for our wedding.
Maybe its too early to say about all this, but i really thinks that time flies fast,
and wedding really needs alot of money.

And i felt that he is the one who can take care of me,
and love me for the rest of my life (tears start rolling down again)..

i hope that he can love me and give in to me like he always do,

even when we are married or even when we have kids next time.

Hopes everything goes well for us.

2008-05-03T22:41:00.002+08:00

3 May 2008

9 Month Anniversary..
Glad that Dear remembers.
Plan to go out, but.. In the end never meet again.
Always something tend to happen last minute on our anniversaries.
Maybe next month i don't put too much hope anymore.
:(

2008-05-02T06:51:00.002+08:00

In the morning, i usually do not wake up as early as six.
Looking out at the window, the sky turning from dark blue to light blue.
Made me think of something that happened more than a year ago.

I've learnt to move on.
Hope u can learn to move on too.

Nice song by Sheena Easton

Almost Over You

I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about youAnd I didn't quite know what to say
Heard you've been making the rounds 'round here
While I've been trying to make tears disappear
Now I'm almost over youI've almost shook these blues
So when you come back aroundAfter painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you

You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
For you leavin' came easy, but it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know'
Cause it seems like forever, but I'm letting you go
Now I'm almost over youI've almost shook these blues
So when you come back aroundAfter painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
You took the love that you wanted and left me the misery

Now I'm almost over youI've almost shook these blues
So when you come back aroundAfter painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you
When you come back aroundAfter painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you

2008-05-01T15:36:00.017+08:00

1 May 2008
Thursday

This day last year was a very scary and unforgettable day for me & Xiangyi.
Why??
Cause we got knock down by a car that drifted into the bus-stop!
Time flies so fast, its been a year already.

Everyone was laughing when i told them the first thing i ask for was a mirror.
I wanted to check if i'm disfigured wad!
SGH A&E... Very slow!! Lie there so many hours then my turn to X-ray my foot.

The next morning Xy follow by me had our operations.
When i woke up, i keep vomiting. It made me feel i'm going to lose 5kgs.

LoL! Xy was strong, she could still came over and talk to me.
Something unhappy happened, don't wish to elaborate too much.

The nurses stop "him" from entering my ward.

I feel bad.. But he's being a pain in my ass! :(

Stayed there for almost 1 week. The nurses are very helpful and friendly.
Once there was a cute doctor coming over and introduce himself.
Can't he see i'm crying?!
Did anyone ever came across a patient staying in the hospital with contact lens an make-up pouch? Haha!!

Forgot who was the one saying: stay hospital still wear contact lens n bring make-up.

Want to be a patient? Then be the prettiest one right?

One of the day, we had dinner at Delifrance, after eating my dad went home, then Weiping bully me! He push my wheelchair to the wall!
So Bad!! He make us all laugh till my stomach aching..

But everynight i'm sad when they have to go home.
One morning i was shocked to see dear coming to visit me.

At that time we were still not together.

Knowing that i like Delifrance, he bring me down and treat me breakfast.
He also bought Hello Kitty puzzle for me.
Saying that maybe i'm bored there and i could play with it.

All these are from my relatives and mum's customer.

I Luv Birdnest!! :)

Last but not least, i want to say a BIG thank you to those friends who've been coming to visit me.
Especially Jas, Winnie & Andy. They came almost everyday :)
And not forgetting my parents, my dad cook n brought lunch over to me after his work.
After this accident i can clearly see who's the one who really care for me.
:)

Pictures....

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All The Things Dear bought for me even when visiting me at my house,
at the time i still don't like him. HaHa!
But after sometime i can see he really care about me.
Luv u Dear :)

Donuts he queued for hours.

He bought 1 Big Apple strudel for my family
One small mango strudel for me :)
He knows me too well still b4 we are 2gtr..

Bought me lots of japan cup noodles for me to try.
Yummy!!

GOBI!!! MY FAVE...

I miss Gobi alot.. :(

Have not had them for ages already :(
.

All the love and care he had given me,
that's how he captured my heart..
..

That's aLL :)

2008-04-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

30 April 2008
Wednesday

This few days i'm quite happy.
Dear treat me alot better.
Alot of patience & love.
Talk to me nicely too.
Hope he can be like this forever
:)
Last week i'm very sad cause we did not meet at all :(
But i understand why he can't.
On Sunday we finally can meet,
but his grandma was sick suddenly
so he had to fetch him to hospital the last minute.
Although i'm very sad. but i can't blame him too.
Nobody wants something like this to happen.
.
.
**I hope he can treat me nicely everyday**

2008-04-21T22:19:00.004+08:00

20 April 2008
Sunday

Went out with Jas, Winnie, Andy & Kailiang today.
Went LV, Gucci, Prada, Burberry & a few more.
Andy bought Gucci for Winnie, so today, Winnie is going to get for him a LV coin pouch.
So sweet lor....
Was competing with someone we don't know see who gets to step into LV first.
Winnie & i keep laughing on the way there! LoL!
After that went Gucci, looked around for sometime.
Saw a nice Gucci make-up pouch, was so very tempted.
In the end, i bought it :(
TOTAL DAMAGE: S$320
Feel like crying when i bought it but i don't regret buying.
:( Dear seems angry when i told him.
MAYBE its the 1st n last time buying branded stuffs..
After that went to Hotel's toilet, opps i mean ladies. ( jas, ke yi le mah?)
Took some photos in the nice nice ladies...
Hee...

That's all for the day :)

2008-04-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

Was on cab when i saw this magazine.
Next time before u go: KNN, tat ti ko keep looking at me leh!
Think twice, it might be one of those ppl on the cover.
HaHa!

Was looking for something when i saw this bag of make-ups i bought from taiwan.
I still have not use them till now.
Think i can start using already, cause nice make-ups can then fit to be in my new Gucci make-up pouch! :D

2008-04-18T09:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST PINKY!!
Time flies really fast, its been already 5 years.
Forever Friends..
Hope to meet up soon ya?
Lots of Loves... :)

2008-04-15T23:14:00.005+08:00

i'm never ever going to believe in guys anymore!!
All guys are never satisfied with one girl..
LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-15T22:40:00.001+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

2008-04-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

Went out with Winnie for 2 days..
Spend quite alot of money, but i felt better and happier after spending money.
Its not that i always spend money, i've been working almost everyday.
Finally i have some time for myself.
Bought some nice stuffs :)

~Victoria's Secret Bra~
Nice Bra, Winnie bought one too :)
..
Bought this necklace at a very cheap price,
which was less than half the usual price.
Ask Winnie to buy one for herself too.
We have got matching necklace :)

2008-04-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

Suddenly feel like browsing pictures i've took for this past 8 months.
While looking through, tears rolled down uncontrollably :(
Can things remain how they were and not change?
Must we really wait till its gone then we would learn our lesson and cherish?

2008-04-10T22:17:00.002+08:00

Your computer spoil you sound so sad and worry the whole day, after that your ear piece missing you sound worry again,
but, when i tell you i fell down, did u even care?
everything is much important than me.
thanks for letting me know where i stand in your heart.

2008-04-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

Some things cannot be change back to what its used to be.
Sometimes unhappy things happen, i just hope we can talk it out and you can change from there, but you always forgotten right after that.
You never ever try to go understand what went wrong whenever we quarrel.
So, that's why you never changed, even though you say you would.
Nowadays, things are so different, i cant help to feel sad.
Instead of coming to console me, you would make things worst.

Maybe i should consider the idea Jas gave me, maybe it'll be better for both of us.

:(

2008-04-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

3 April 2008
8th Month Anniversary

Every month's Anniversary is getting worse.
He totally forgotten :(
I used to love & look forward to every month's anniversary.
But now, i just hope that the day won't come at all.
Anniversaries will never be the same anymore.....
:(

2008-03-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

Finished my acupuncture treatment, called dad to fetch me home.
Reached home, dad says he cook sharks' fin and ask me to eat.
Yummy...! My dad cooks very well :)
He ate with me too. While eating i told him nowadays i keep getting insect bites.
He went to his room and bring up to the third floor for me a Mini Electric Mosquito Repeller.
He said his room also have thats why he bought it, i asked him to use himself first but he insist i took it and he can buy another one tomorrow..
Since young i've always been very dependent on my parents especially my dad.
And the first and only quite serious accident is when i'm still very very young and my dad is driving, i cried n cried insisting he carry me..
Sometimes im quite guilty i don't spend enough time with my parents :(
Tomorrow, my mum and her beautician friends are going to china for some beauty fair.
Hope she will have a great time because that's the only time she can relax as she works every single day except Chinese New Year.
Last few months i had my own problems, i'm always worried about everything, i'm feeling so stress that i don't feel like going out at all, not even with my parents, now i start regretting.

Just got to know something, i'm so angry now! :(
Been a fool for the past many months and didn't know at all...
Now i'm angry and he thinks that he does nothing wrong..!
I never said he did anything wrong, just that he can't be bothered to tell me anything about this before :(
I hate dishonest people :(

2008-03-21T14:57:00.012+08:00

Some photos for the month of March :)
Its Jasmine's Birthday...!

Went to White Dog Cafe at Vivocity.
Actually i went there before and i think the food is really awful.
But we can't think of any other place and Jas friends were already there.
When we finished our food and the waiter come and collect the plates, i say out quite loud that the food not nice! Haha! Its a fact what... :p
Nice to see not nice to eat.
When some others asked the manager to sent out the cake, he asked us how we want to sing the birthday song, he suggested playing the song through the speaker in the cafe. Me & Xy was really really Shock! Wanted to laugh but we have to act calm.. LoL!
Sang really really loud, Jas really paisay!
After eating the cake, we went to take photos.
Anyway, hope Jas had a great time :)

That's all for the day..

2008-03-21T14:44:00.002+08:00

GOOD FRIDAY

Guess its not a good day for me.
Why we always have something to quarrel about?
Communication breakdown kind of thing..
why does others seems so happy and blessed in a relationship while i always feel very sad?
I really don't know why....
:(
I used to cry everytime but now, sometimes i don't even feel like crying anymore.
Am i starting to feel tired already? I don't know.........
I don't feel like thinking so much anymore....

2008-03-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

i dun know y i cant control myself, i cant stop crying everynight.
sometimes when i feel very sad i just go throw up the food i just ate,
i think it helps me to be better abit..
is this some kind of depression?
:(

2008-03-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

:(
i'm so tired n feeling pain everywhere but i just cant sleep

2008-03-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

Last night i dreamt of an accident & also a few dogs.
梦到狗：将遇到在爱情上忠诚于自己的对象喔！

:( i don't know why i'm feeling sadder n more depress as each day pass by.
sometimes i hope i'm strong enough to end everything,
but i really don't know what will i do if we never see each other again.
i'll surely miss the times we had.
i'll miss everything you did for me.

felt that my body getting weaker,
always wanted to go for body check-up but don't have the time.
i felt so depressed with my life..
:(
i never ever think that i will feel what i'm feeling now.
i just hope you can have all the time for me, but you have also your own things to do.
if i know i will be so stress in maintaining this relationship, i would not started it in the first place.
but, i never regret what i choose, i'm happy when we're together, but still nothing can prevent me from thinking of the negative side.
i'll just try to control my emotion till one day when i no longer can control it anymore.
i just hope that day will never come.
:(

2008-03-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people lie to me!

2008-03-08T08:42:00.002+08:00

as i thought i'm getting better, i was wrong... i'm getting much more worse..
i hope i can trust him abit more but its just so hard to..
i promise to try harder :(

Got lesson later on, last day of lesson finally.
Dun have to see those irritating faces anymore..

2008-03-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

3 March 2008

Even if u deny, i know that u forgotton what day is today..
maybe its just not important anymore.
i really doesn't know do i still have a place in your heart at all?

:(

2008-03-02T21:29:00.002+08:00

i'm unhappy today.. really really very unhappy :(
in the morning, i felt very restless n tired suddenly.
my whole body suddenly feel like there's no strength to do anything.
hope i can find a day off for body check-up, or who knows before i got to have a chance to go checkup i already faint suddenly n leave this world..
:(
mayb when i'm not around then people around me will start to notice the difference when i'm around and when i'm not around..

2008-02-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

:( this few days got urge to go watch movies...

2008-02-14T14:10:00.000+08:00

i swear i'm not going to make chocolates on Valentines' Day ever again
:(

2008-02-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

牵着他的手，感觉好幸福。
今天他没课，我们就好好利用宝贵的时间在一起。
喜欢收藏玩具的他不知不觉走到玩具部门。
他一看到玩具仿佛像小孩子一样。
真的好高兴：）
看他高兴的样子我也很开心。。。
每次在一起时间真的过好快。
每次都很忙，不知道几时又有空见面。

2008-02-11T02:12:00.000+08:00

今天我爸进来我房间说了一些话。
虽然只有短短几句话，
但已够让我再次难过。
不知不觉眼泪又滑过了脸颊。
不知道我又会伤心到什么时候。
又是睡不着的一晚了。。。
。
。
。
希望他对我是真心的。
不是要来欺骗伤害我的。
虽然对我的关心已不像从前那样多了，
会伤心，但我乃然相信他还是一样爱我的。。。
希望真的是这样吧。。。

这世上真的会有一个男的这一辈子全心全义的只喜欢一个人吗？
我想。。。只有时间能告诉我答案吧。。。

今天心情：像跟其它天一样难过吧：（

2008-02-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

新年的第三天也是一样的闷。
他说累了想要去睡先，在适着体谅他的我就不去烦他了。
每晚都好难睡的我没事做又上来blog了。
原本说好今天要一起出去买东西的，结果又没办法出了。
以前的我一听到没得出就会耍脾气，哭好久。
现在虽然还会觉得失望难过很想哭，但也已经慢慢学会习惯了。

时间不早了，想去睡了，不然黑眼圈会越来越深哦。。。

2008-02-09T11:06:00.000+08:00

is it so wrong to care about the person you love? :(

2008-02-08T17:21:00.000+08:00

Second day of Chinese New Year today!!
Hopefully tonight i can meet up with friends.
New year this year is so boring for me, don't have mood this year :(
So boring! :(

2008-02-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

Gonna post some pictures took sometime ago as i'm very busy to blog that time.

Went out with Winnie and Andy on 15 January.

We went to shop for new year clothes but could not find anything that we like.

Here are some pictures i took while trying out :)

Went for branded sales. Although its not very cheap but its still cheaper than the usual price.
Winnie bought Burberry stuff for Andy.
Lucky guy.. Better love n cherish her alot!

Bought Armani stuff for my SO.

Hope he will like it when he sees it :)

Blog again after Chinese New Year as i believe will have alot more pictures.

And also my birthday pictures,i havent scan those pictures yet.
Hope to blog them all together the next time..

2008-02-07T02:07:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep at all. i'm so wide awake now :(
talk to someone about my problems.
hope things will work out better for me as days goes by..
if not i can never be at ease at all :(
hope i will get tired soon as i want to sleep.
i'm tired but i just cant get to sleep :(

2008-02-07T00:14:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone..
Hope this year will be a much better year :)

i hate myself so much.
why can't i trust you at all?
i hate myself so much that i feel like ending my life
so there's no one to make u angry or sad anymore...
so by then, you can have a better life.

2008-02-01T22:31:00.001+08:00

Recently was too too busy to blog.

Many things are yet to be done.

Anyway i'll upload a few pics here..

Last bottle, can't bear to drink it up :(

Went out with my family for Japanese food.

Yummy!

Was searching for new lights for my new room, my father and i got quite hungry and end up having dinner at the famous Bak Kut Teh shop..

My new room + My whole floor of rubbish..

Moving from 2nd floor to 3rd floor and found out i got so much stuffs...

Had a hard time moving :s

Looking out from the window in my room..

The clouds look very neon coloured..

Took pics from my amk house.

The beehive broke i think. The bees were flying in the whole sky, looks very digusting.

Was so scared it flew to our house we rush to close up all the windows.

VERY DISGUSTING :/

2008-01-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

23 January 2008
Wednesday

Jas came my house to meet me today.
Thanks for listening to my problems and accompany me to stop me from being bored, if not i will start to think alot again :(
In my dad's van, we talk abt some things. As i talk, tears started rolling off my face again.
I really doesn't want to think so much, but i really don't know what to do to stop myself from thinking of all the negative sides.
Sometimes i think of myself, am i having some kind of mental problems?
Nobody can understand how i feel cause they are not me.
But i'm glad i don't have friends who are like me cause its really not fun to be in my shoes.
:(

its only when i see you all my worries are lighten...
but not totally gone...

2008-01-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

its been quite sometimes i never really blog.. was so busy. Alot of things happen.
i dun even can have a proper sleep. Cuz whenever i do so i would end up having a bad dream n woke up. I'm really stress. sometimes i just think that i can no longer take it anymore. i want to run away from everything.

Maybe you are right, i should go see a psychiatrist.
but u doesnt know what i really need...
its not money, its not expensive things..
its just something very simple..

2008-01-04T09:50:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day...
One more long day...
3 Days have never been so long before...

Been worrying, worrying about alot of things...
i cant sleep well. i cant eat as i have no appetite..
i can never imagine what will happen if this happens again,
be it for holiday or for work...

i miss you... :(